craving....

i want ice cream!!!! dont this look good? yum!

well i've been putting nothing on myself but weight nowadays.

its mostly because i'm madly inlove (thus i'm happy) and

couples only go and eat when they go out so thereI go...serve my body rite!

sayang! ure responsible for my extra 'baggage'....hahaha

life purpose

sumtimes i wonder. do i have a purpose in this life?

or is it just to serve God, to be a good servant,

and prepare for the hereafter?

i've seen the world for over 20 years now,

there's so much there is to life,

so many things to look forward to,

so many things I wanna achieve

before i die.....haha

there's this car i want to get,

the house i've always dreamt of having,

the goddess wife i plan to be married to,

the wonderful children i want her to give birth to,

i'm dreaming of the impossible rite?

ok enough daydreaming now,

to conclude, i think there should be a balance,

in this life, and the life hereafter,

so make today better than yesterday and live today like there's no tommorow

but always remember God.

to all 'em ladies, know what u need to know

How guys feel about girls ^_^

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down.

We always hear "the rules" from the female point of view...

Nowhere are there rules from the male side.

These are our rules!

Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Men ARE NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don'thear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the fullmoon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do notwork! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answer s to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only If youwant help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1 . A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago isinadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like theVictoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something o \r tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no ideawhat mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don'twant to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine...really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation , or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

I love this, whoever wrote this rocks! finally the gender has spoken, haha - Arif

honesty

why is it so hard for women (in general) to be honest about their feelings with men?

why is it hard to face the truth tho the truth hurts is really the saviour of all situation?

why do u have to lie in your face of loved ones so u can save ur sorry little ass?

if you think that u lie so that u wont hurt us, u damn wrong bitch! it hurts more

if you've moved on, just say so, we'll move on too,

its not that ure the only one left in this world, there's plenty more where u came from

i'm not being a sexist, its just some people in this world doesnt know how to appreciate GOD's species called MEN

we have a heart too, we try our best to please u and all we get in return is pain and misery

the world today

it hurts to see so many young muslims nowadays not take their religion seriously, why?

whats so difficult when u have to endure 12 hours of no drink and food for the 24 hours u have?

it aint gonna kill u mate, it makes u stronger. it doesnt torture u mate, it teaches u patience.

and why are there so many young muslims that has lost their virginity before marriage?

u guys cant wait is it? or sex is just too fun to have it with only one person, ur spouse?!

so many unwanted pregnancy cases in the world nowadays that it is just sick...plain sick.

i wish i was born in a different era, an era where Islam is practised and people live harmoniously without adultery, drugs and liquor....

a dedication

for all those wonderful souls i know that has touched and showed me what love meant, this flower i give to u, thank u.

feelings

this might hurt to some people who know me well but let the truth be told

i really wonder why i cant have a steady relationship

and why i always end up being good friends with the person that i'm attracted to

maybe because i lend such good ears for them to spill their sorrow bout their unfaithful lovers

maybe i'm just too nice of a guy that i'm the closest thing to being....GAY

maybe i understand women more than i understand my own gender

maybe because it takes a courageous man to wear pink, because i do

maybe my heart is more fragile than the female's heart that their afraid of hurting it

my heart is already very ill mind u, filled with anger and dissapointment

or maybe i'm just not attractive enough...yeah i guess thats why!

heartache

been awhile since i last wrote...

well so far life has been quite fair with me

showed me what love is, and took it away from me

guess we should never rush love

the more u rush it, the further it pushes u away

i'm so through searching for love

maybe my heart aint ready for it

maybe i've been broken once too many

or GOD took it away from me so that i can learn from my past

I have a lot more to look forward to other than love

therefore taking it easy works best for me

i'm sorry to all whose heart i've caused pain and misery

for i know not what i do

why?

i saw her today, not her fully. just her arms. his car's tinting just too dark for me to look in. fuck why did i have to honk and angkat tangan to him? now i'm the one feeling like shit and all miserable. i was shaking allover and i had to tell sumone to make me feel better...kimak betul la....argh!

sick

i feel like shit.

i cant remember the last time i was ill.

also, i feel that being sick is a blessing from GOD, knowing that HE cares.

its been three days already and my cold, flu, fever or whatever is still not gone.

this is good, ALLAH knows best.

on LOVE

its never to late to tell that person u love that u love them. only that if they're no longer around, and u've never told them in any way that u love them, then ure left with guilt.

today I faced one of the most challenging day of my life, my dad was undergoing an operation. suddenly the fear of losing your old man again came all over me. i was scared, of never seeing him again. before he left for the OT this morning, i shook his hand, kissed him on the forehead and told him that I love him.
still scared, but i felt a slight relieved. because i've already said to him the words i've always wanted him to know.

just yesterday the both of us sat down and had a nice conversation while waiting for the admission people to secure him a room at the hospital.

being his son, i shared most of his interest, cars, cameras, watches and others. while he was reading the papers and i reading the photography magazine...we interfeered each others focus and chatted. tho there are may things dat he and i dont agree with, we have a lot more in common. somehow in a long time, i've missed spending more time with him and all this while when he wud just disagree and breaks my foolish heart, i've regretted of not treating him better.

because we never know when we might loose the people we love, therefore telling abah that i love him is sufficient for me. he's the most wonderful man i know, with a kind heart and firm standings. he's my hero.

now abah's surgery went swiftly and he is now recovering. i thank Allah for giving me a chance to repay all he's done for me. also to my friends who knew and prayed for his condition, Allah bless you and I LOVE you All. i cudnt have faced all this on my own.

what the fuck is wrong u?

i dont fucking know u, u dont even fucking know me.

suke hati nenek aku la nak add sape pun dlm friendster aku, its mine u asswipe.

why dont u start looking in the mirror before u start blaming others?

for everyone's sake, please act your age, mcm budak kecik

just a dream

i just woke up from a terrible dream. in my dream there was she, looking so innocently beautiful and gorgeous. GOD knows how much I miss u, sigh. I'f only u'd listen to what I have to say, maybe u'd still b here by my side. i know that we cant be together anymore, not in this lifetime. goodnight, angel of mine.

getting crazier by the day

today, i was stalking....shit! I hate my condition now. I seem so desperate to know, to care, to be there tho im not needed. I feel like shit. I feel miserable. I feel like throwing up. Why cant i just move on and live life again? why is it so hard to let go? she doesnt love me anymore...bet she dont even think about me at all. then why shud i care? i open each of her friends profile just to get a glimpse of her. OMG why! i think i need proffesional help....imma go see a doctor

Mirul's BBQ party

I'm in no mood to type....its just that last nite me and NaDd went to Mirul's place in Langat for makanz. There were so much food but so little beautiful women accept two, Peanut and Intan. One is my best friends gurl and the other is Amirul's sister. haha.

However, the BBQ was awesome, we had so much fun, laughed so much, got thrown into the pool. There were lounge music, ambient lighting, lovely food, good and best friends. So its nothing less than perfect.


Many thanks to Mr and Mrs Gumuri for hosting the eventand providing us the food.

Also to Amirul, Intan, Hijjaz, Akmal, Danial, Aiman for being such warming host.

there's no telling how much i miss you

saw ur picture today, u look happy...with him. he looks happy, with u. guess now i gotta accept the fact ure no longer mine and u've found sumone, sumone to shower u with love and happiness. deep down, i'm still not over you, i still cant believe we're no longer together. i need u more than anything in the world, to have ur touch, ur warmth, ur love. i'm trying so hard to forget u rite now it actually hurts. i cant go on another realtionship, it'll be rebound. why did u have to go? u cud've let me know...i'm all alone now.