a dedication

for all those wonderful souls i know that has touched and showed me what love meant, this flower i give to u, thank u.

feelings

this might hurt to some people who know me well but let the truth be told

i really wonder why i cant have a steady relationship

and why i always end up being good friends with the person that i'm attracted to

maybe because i lend such good ears for them to spill their sorrow bout their unfaithful lovers

maybe i'm just too nice of a guy that i'm the closest thing to being....GAY

maybe i understand women more than i understand my own gender

maybe because it takes a courageous man to wear pink, because i do

maybe my heart is more fragile than the female's heart that their afraid of hurting it

my heart is already very ill mind u, filled with anger and dissapointment

or maybe i'm just not attractive enough...yeah i guess thats why!

heartache

been awhile since i last wrote...

well so far life has been quite fair with me

showed me what love is, and took it away from me

guess we should never rush love

the more u rush it, the further it pushes u away

i'm so through searching for love

maybe my heart aint ready for it

maybe i've been broken once too many

or GOD took it away from me so that i can learn from my past

I have a lot more to look forward to other than love

therefore taking it easy works best for me

i'm sorry to all whose heart i've caused pain and misery

for i know not what i do